How do you do it?
And why?
You spent so much time doing things right
Only to find that it’s all working against you
So why not give up and stop and find a safe haven just to exist, just to survive.
Slowly melt away your existence and space that defines you
Nothing makes sense, although for years and years you’ve tried
Why not stop thinking, stop trying to see the brighter side, because you’ve yet to find it
Yet to see anything to lead you to believe there is a reward waiting for you
You’ve spent endless efforts of discipline
Countless hours of training
Gathering and preparing the tools you were told you’d need
Only in the end not to have the strength to carry them anywhere
Not even the strength to carry yourself.
At what point did it all change, the sunlight to dark
The hope to drought and nothing left in between
In between you and the fight
Things use to happen in a systematic way of working itself out
Now they just work together to work against you
At what point did it all change.
Did you change?
Now your lifeless soul stands alone to bare the scars of war and there’s no where to
Turn you can’t even hide, the rolling thunder inside you is the signal for this evil monster to find and as you lie unable to close your eyes at the stars above they give you that last drop of relief and the belief that maybe something will come to change your mind but then you can’t help to think, I hope that no one else falls for the same misconceptions.

Today’s Horoscope:
Even if the weather's fine, the world seems to be conspiring to rain on your personal parade. Don't whine; if you rethink things and discipline yourself, you can actually keep right on marching.